I'm not alone; I wish I was
Cause then I'd know, I was down because
I couldn't find a friend around, to love me like they do right now; they do right now

I'm dizzy from, punching the walls, I searched for joy and it never called
It doesn't help the hunger pains, and a thirst I'd have to drown first to ever satiate

When autumn comes, it doesn't ask - it just walks in where it left you last.
You never know when it starts, until there's fog inside the glass around
your summer heart.

I can't be sure that this state of mine + mind, is not of my own design.
I wish there was an over-the-counter test: for loneliness
For loneliness like,


this.

And I don't know how to fix it, since today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you, and by now you should have somehow realized what you gotta do.

I don't believe, that anybody, feels the way I do, about you now.

Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is
out,

I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt

I don't believe, that anybody, feels the way I do, about you now.

And all the roads I have to walk are winding; and all the lights that lead me there are blinding.

There are many things that I would like to say to you - but I don't know how.

Because, well,

maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me.

How can I save myself from drowning, since when it rains, on this side of town it touches everything. Maybe I made myself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole,
and convinced myself that it's not the reason I don't see the sun anymore.

I could be stuck there, for a thousand years - without your arms to drag me out.

There you are, standing right in front of me, all this fear falls away to leave me naked - hold me close, because I need you to guide me to safety.

In the confusion, and the aftermath, you are my signal fire;

The only resolution and the only joy is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eye.

Haha well nothing I can do about it anyways, it's too late baby, there's no turning around -
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud: this is how I do, when I think about you

'Cause I feel a weakness coming on, it never felt so good to be so wrong;
And you caught me off guard, but after all this time, I never thought we'd be here,
never thought we'd be here - when my love for you was blind.

But I couldn't make you see it, couldn't make you see it: that I loved you more than you'll ever know

And part of me died when I let you go