The feeling of fatigue creeping into my bones ...

Survived the day on 4 hours of sleep and felt strangely awake. This was due to the fact that hum chin peng hokkien band hardcored and stayed over in school to practise yesterday. Very interesting and exhilarating experience 'cos you're technically not allowed to sleepover in school, and we were like trying to not get caught by the guards heh. And scaring ourselves silly with made up things.

I realized that I really need to start digging in deep and burying myself in work. Freak, so much stuff I don't know how to do and have forgotten how to do, and what am I still doing, listening to music and playing dota? IHC cybergaming commitments to the MR team aside, I should totally stop playing on my own. Yes I shall.

Will see how talentime semis go tomorrow then. Actually if we don't win it's not really a big deal I guess, seeing as we are not a professional band and formed it just for fun and one-off talentime. But Chinks is really serious about it, taking it as our last chance to do like a performance in RJ and stuff which is rather true so yup support each other all the way.

Chinks said something that's rather true: "Actually to tell you the truth, right now the social circles that you have are more or less fixed already. So like it's relatively hard to get closer to those that you want to get close to because it's just not right anymore, the time for introductions and getting used to one another has passed." Seeing everyone's mad-paced frenzy and flurry of studying, not many spend their time socializing now do they. But of course studying is very meaningful and enjoyable when done in the right company I guess.

Haha yihui was telling me about some heartwrenching korean drama with some guy who's the protector of the protagonist girl, and he likes her even though she likes the other main character. Guys like this are the most respectable ones as I was telling her, cause they like suffer suffer in silence and do all they can, all the while knowing that they can never realize their dream.

Okay typing in normal speak like this is kind of funny seeing as most of my posts tend to be phrased like this, with nary a shred of humour or whatnot.

Hmmm.

New direction?