a host of questions unanswered, and yet I try to remain optimistic and look forward into the future with as bright an outlook as i can possibly muster

gleaned from the innumerable experiences, the different insights and thoughts give way to a whole new jumble of doubts and worries.

will you back me up when the time comes?

how much do I matter to you all?

it's inevitable, then, that one can feel so lost in the sea of faces, the roaring tide crashing down, sweeping over you, engulfing you. Its rhythmic motions seemingly comforting but carrying you further towards a foreign place

maybe it's all a question of how high our personal standards are.

We can't expect everyone to do for us, what we have done for them. It's human nature to be careless and uncaring, which may seem the same thing but are actually different. And it's unrealistic to want the best out of everyone just because you are trying your best to let your best show.

But will you go the distance for me as I have gone for you

Can our friendships stand the test of time, even for a short period suchasthis before our hair is shorn and we're clad in green

I don't want to be left behind.