Tuesday morning
I remember stormy weather
The way the sky looks when it's cold
And you were with me
Content with walking
So unaware of the world

Walking on air
nigel.
2H'04/4A'06!
MR12'07/MR11'08/08S05A

One-horse town

Passenger seats

The driveway
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Posted on: Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Posted at: 8:27 AM
Illusions

The naivete and stupidity that I display sometimes shocks even me. Especially when the wool is drawn from over my eyes and the resulting flashes of sunlight are so blinding, I'm forced to use my hands to shield myself from the hurt and pain of their glare. But its no use isn't it, the hurt strikes a deeper chord way inside.

Really now, all these years I was thinking that I'm something I'm not. That I actually meant something more to these guys, that they're another bunch that can be relied on. Now I don't know whether that's true or not.

But seriously, I can hardly direct the blame anywhere except for myself. After all, I am quite the slacker, the under-achiever, the one who doesn't sign up to commit to the glory of the house, the one who misses out on the tears the joy the laughter the celebrations the gloom the struggles. So inevitably, there comes the time when the common ground erupts into shakiness, even when you think some elements in the ground are really strong.

4 years ... and I should have known better.

bury it,
I won't let you bury it,
I won't let you smother it,
I won't let you murder it ...

And our time is running out,
our time is running out,
can't push it underground,
can't stop me screaming out,

HOWDIDITCOMETOTHIS?




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