Concerns
These few days really aren't good days.

Although it might seem a little hypocritical to say such things seeing as I have a good life, am not in lack and stuff like that, but looking at myself and the situation i'm in, i can hardly blame myself for feeling this way.

Changing class, changing combi, considerations of how it'll affect me, change in people that i've gotten used to, change in way of learning, change in what i'd have to to do to catchup.

Pretty soon it'll be a change of home, change of environment, though that isn't exactly bad it's still going to take some getting used to.

And I can hardly blame my good friends for not keeping in contact that often seeing as they're really rather busy. It's okay, I guess that's what the March hols are for. Then again, the March hols are for catching up with my History.

Pouring torrents of rain, trains breaking down and having accidents, uber-long bus rides, just add slowly to the irritations and concerns boiling over.

Today JL came to crash RJ. From what she told me, I'm starting to feel that RJ can be a really cold place such that people can not feel welcome. and contrasting the buildings and looks and people to RI. it really seems rather true.