Drawing a Comparison
The main thing on my mind right now would be the looming Maths test tomorrow. Sure I might sound like a mugger for worrying about this. But I can tell you, I normally do not worry about any test other than Maths. Because 1) Maths is one of my weaker subjects 2) I want to do well in it because I rarely, if not never do so.

But it kind of seems hopeless because even after extensive practice and getting some practice questions correct, there are quite a few that even after I go through my method again and again and it seems correct, the answer I get is still different from the answer key. And I highly doubt that so many answers in the key are wrong.

Here's what got me thinking, as I resigned myself to exhaustion as well as the mentality that I would not do well for Maths unless I really study like perhaps as soon as I start learning the topic. This situation can well be compared with that of life. Where even after going through so much and thinking that you have made some right decisions, you always seem to get the wrong answers where it matters. You always don't do something at the right time, or do something at the wrong time, be it a matter of responsibilities, tasks or more importantly, the area of relationships.

And for me, no matter how hard I try, it feels to me as though I can never get the correct answers to some things in life. And the accurate answers about the personalities, likes, dislikes, about some people.

Thus I've decided to take a more carefree stand on both issues, the Maths test and life itself. I know I've tried my best (at least for the test anyway) and so even if I cannot get the answers, I will note to myself that I need to start preparation as soon as I start learning about Maths, or life. So even if I don't do that well I will force myself not to be sad, as the effort I have put in is well-known to me in my heart.

All the best for tomorrow, everyone.