Unmotivated
Physics test is tomorrow, and I feel so unmotivated to study. Chinese test is on friday, and I feel so unmotivated to study. Bio assignment is on friday, and I only feel motivated to study for that cause i don't want to break my 24/24 streak of the previous assignments and blow them by failing this one.

Freakin' hell. And to think we had to meekly accept a dressing-down from our normally docile Chinese teacher today because 1) some idiots refuse to pay money for the play we watched and 2) none of us completed the chinese exercise we were supposed to do. In one night. IN ONE NIGHT. Sure that's not so hard, some might think. Well do you really suppose a ungraded, unimportant Chinese exercise would be the first thing on our minds with a Physics test, Bio assign, Chinese test, SS video deadlines, English Book Club, History 100%-of-CA PT, and a majority-of-CA-percentage PT? How about... no?

And it's not like our teacher really motivates us to study. I mean what, he does all kinds of stuff to me. Like the stupid founder's day ceremony, shouting at me over the mike to get in line when everyone else was not in line. Blaming me for not paying attention to him saying that there would be a test this week, when he didn't say it. Oh and did i mention that he didn't apologise for his mistake, rather he just moved on and said 'Oh I didn't tell you in class? Okay can you help me tell the rest?' Bleah.

Almost didn't go to school today. Woke up in the morning feeling like crap but dragged myself to school because there was Maths today. Am feeling super guilty for not going for cross country, but if I did then I would most definitely not be able to go to school tomorrow. And I definitely want to get Physics test over and done with asap. Don't know if there's a bug going around today, or whether people are just going home to mug. I know I'm not having this intent, or else I would be mugging now, wouldn't I.

I pity my friends who have Singapore open shoot tomorrow, like YH and Headboy. Really, in this bombarded week full of crap they have to train for competition and study at the same time. It's like, can't even rest. Ouch...

Ah well at least DMP weeks are coming up. Then I can really have a freed-up schedule to go gym and hardcore dota. No choice. I know I'm supposed to have quit but 'cos boliao, so organize 4A intra-class competition for fun. And it's not helping that my bnet keeps disconnecting me, forcing me to play on Zion and meet all the freakin' ah bengs. It's seriously damn retarded, these Singaporean roughnecks. A typical scene in the game can be this childish:

Pink: Eh SA denie ok?
Grey: .....
Pink: SA DENIE (<-- what good spelling) LAH WTH?!
Grey: denie ur mum lah
Pink: Wtf insult pple parents for wad! !@#!@#!#$!
Grey: u dun come and knn arnd wif me ok?
Pink: Not happi put number come out and talk la !@#!@%$
Pink: 1900-112-IMRETARDED
Grey: U think i scared u ah?
Grey: 1900-112-IMABENG
Pink: what kind of number u gif me
Pink: don't work wan !@##@!#
Grey: you scared talk then say la!@@!#!$%!
Pink: you the one don't say pple la !@#$@!#!

And it goes on. Seriously, Singaporean people have got to improve their attitudes. Over such trivial matters can talk about meeting up and fighting, bringing gangs, etc etc. It's really stupid.

I can tell you one thing, is that us current sec 4s are lucky to be leaving RI this year. Because I predict it's gonna get even more screwed up as the days past. I pity the poor sec 1s, unable to experience all the rich RI culture we have had, like lounging in the canteen, the stadium steps, utilizing the field frequently, having the entire campus freed up without the stupid construction sites, staying back and screwing around in the blocks and AHH.

Now it's like there're so many restrictions. Dining Hall food and ambience is as sucky as ever, our facilities are all like RJC-facilities now, even GUANGYANG SEC SCH. has a proper gym while we don't, so poor chinks has to spend 1.50 everyday to go Bishan gym. Poor Chinks, 1.50 everyday, 7.50 for one week. One month, he need to spend 30 bucks on gym. Added to RJC male bonding times, averaging one plate of rice and one chicken toast, Chinks spends abt 3.50, (mon wed fri). so it's 10.50 per wk. 10.50 x 4, 42 bucks. So chinks spends 72 bucks a month on necessities. Not including his Kboxing, SMSing 100 smes to the same girl everyday but changing the name on his contacts, playing lan to train so he can reach 1% of my standard, etc, I think Chinks really needs some donations from Bill Gates to survive.

Ok. Time go mug physics. Bye boys.

Peace.